these days are stpm trial so just gonna have a short bloggin time here…trials started 5/9 to the next wednesday the strange thing is since 4/9/07 everytime i finish revising n preparing myself to bed, i actually cried n i dunn quite figure the reason of me doin this …but it felt good when i slept coz it’s like releasing of stress , a heavy burden on my shoulder just vanish like tat…though stpm is still around the corner..continuosly i cried for two nights to sleep then yesterday i just pop two chocolates while i was studying nothing happen when i was going to bed coz i slept at 1am preparing for bio exam …i guess too tired to cry so just sleep till next morning…mayb i guess it’s him n i miss him so much…i dunno the truth n now i’m creating illusions as though he’s mine n i kept having those images when i’m studying…so should i tell him the truth n ruin everything?? or just keep quiet ?? or should i wait till sept 8 to decide how should i deal with this feelins?? summore i think these days there’s a gap between me n my friends as though we can’t really click n communicate like we used to be..i dunno wat happen,maybe its my problem or they r just trying to be different ..dunno ah just let it be but i’m suffering here…HELP !!!!
*jay zhou-a secret i can’t tell ( u noe which song i mean )
