a BORING teacher's day turned out to be A fun and Exciting one

before i start everything..i wanna thanks my mum for buying me a new handphone..love u super super super super much…muacks!! hey dun u think i’m talking bout my school teacher’s day celebration turn into a fun and exciting one..today the celebration is just like last year…same same boring and boring..haiz.. this morning when i arrive to skul it’s like super lonely and boring cause most of my friends also skip skul..then i saw beatrice tieing ribbons of those pens which she’ll give teacher as teacher’s day presents..so i helped then nothing to do la…waited to be seated under the hot sun then suddenly beatrice said why dun we go see the lower six practice their dance..sure i go cause it’s useless sitting in the canteen foyer n under the hot sun plus u can’t see anything happening on the stage..

then sit around with the lower six where they practises their dance where i got to know that soon jun is called UNCLE JUN..it’s way more cooling than the stewpid canteen foyer…well i fast forward to the best part..afta the break, teacher had their telematch which is one word..LAME..when the teacher’s havin their telematch..i taught rashini to sing " AT The Beginning" song so that she can sing it to eliza and make eli angry ( i won’t tell the reason cause when u know it, it’s super funny and you’ll know why i taught rashini to sing tat song) plus hot from oven news..rashini crush on our new muet teacher..A..L…E..X..she kept talkin and praising bout him..RAshini…

then we have our own game playing also..we gather most of the lower six n upper six to play games..first we play the hitting game but it’s not excited cause the lower six go too slow, so it’s not fun ..then tony ( the lame) suggested we play another game which is follow the leader

super fun that game..afta three rounds ,those who lost we boo them so loudly..haha..then we did the st john clapping ( the more we get together ), then the best one i think is the dancing one when we get to meet new friends and change partners afta every dance..that was the BEST!! then it’s time to go home…well we kinda continue playing another game which is" i’m jenny the jelly game "( sorry i dunno wat’s the name) then we did the energizer..finally i know how to differentiate ( not the maths one ) the two twins :-mun hoe (dun forget u owe me a drink..) n mun keat..hope we still can get together and play games again..it’ll sure be fun..

then it’s really the time we go home..i had mcdonalds YEAH!! with my family..got my haircut..well i can’t wait for monday to come cause it’s pirates of the carribbean day…

( still haunted by the past experience-confessing)

-just so you know by jesse mccartney-

lesson of the day:: don't ever trust any stories listen from others, i meant mua

i’m here to comment bout the post on "why good ppl always ended up in bad way "…well today during assembly today, a friend told me..jenny i thought he got beaten up by 4 yes is FOUR ppl only la and he’s not hospitalized la…the truth is yup he just got beaten up by FOOooUR ppl only and he’s now doin super fine…and it’s not as bad n terrible as we thought bout it…so the moral value of this story is never trust on any stories ppl tell,i know they are being kind but just listen and forget bout it,dun trust too much on these stories unless u listen it from the person itself…

as always i gotta stay back in skul till 3pm, waiting for my mum to pick me up in my school…so went for lunch with kk,small aw,stephanie,soon jun and the HOSPITAL BAHAGIA WONG TAI…(u know who u are) then small aw told us lots and lots of stories and not to forget the WONG TAI’s expression and reactions on every story..and this all made me realise one thing :::COMMUNICATION

through communication, u understand a person better, just try to spend a few minutes just to say hi or even bye it’s part of the communication thing..by doin this,at least that person knows that u care as a friend..but sometimes it’ll get freaky and scary also..i’ve been thinking just now if one day ,i reach school early in the morning and start saying good morning n give them a big smile to everyone no matter they are my friend or strangers,it’ll be like a pscyho girl doin stupid stuff,smilling one kind like weirdo( tat’s wat the strangers will think bout me la)…so i think i’ll just stick to the old plan just do it to all my friends..SINCERELY

i sometimes think that i’m actually good in observing things and ( i’m not perasan-ing)..i mean not those science experiments, just normal daily routine, n ppl’s actions..and that makes me a BUSYBODY…i know tat

uniform sucks

i really think that wearing school uniform makes me look fat…and i don’t think i can find my confidence when i’m in my school uniform…i’m much more confident with myself when i’m not in uniform..
well this coming friday is our school teacher celebration, same like last year my school cochrane will celebrate it with those sajak and syair and chorus speakin. malay songs and there isn’t any hightlights for dance or anything like pudu girls school last time..so cheng yee and lina n pei yei asked me that thursday whether to ponteng on that day n go to watch pirates of the carribean 3 in jusco cheras selatan then after movie straight to sing k…that’s totally a good plan to enjoy ourselves after the examination..i’m still thinking whether my parents allow me to skip school a not..hmmm
well yesterday i got my maths n chem marks for the mid year exam, well i reach the target i set before the exam n i manage to reach it..if u asked, my target is just to pass all the exam as the teacher only inform us a week before the exam..so i just got 32 for my chem n 52 for my maths..kinda disappointed in my maths cause i told myself because i wanted a higher marks for my maths,i want to show my maths teacher that i’m able to get an A for my maths for stpm…as for chem i’ll work harder for the next test which is the trials…trials then the real deal,stpm..then for bio i don’t dare to put so much hope on it…a pass will do,for pa i hope i’ll get an A but then i got 18 wrong for my paper 1 which is quite difficult to get an A not cause i don’t think i did well in my paper 2 although we got tips from next door..

is it really that difficult to just tell someone that u like and u r interested in them ? well last time i got this thinking that if u like a person just tell him cause who knows he might feel the same way too..so i confessed but then i got rejected so now i change my thoughts, things are not that easy and simple as wat it seems..u gotta consider all the consequences before making an important decision..i asked for my friends opinion whether to just tell him how i feel, one say don’t tell cause it’ll show like u re desperate for love and a guy.just let him come to you,show some signs.but then another say just tell him cause it’ll do no harm,if he give a no then just lead back to your normal life and just be friends but then in my point of view , once u confessed n if he rejects then i don’t think it’ll be like last time, the closeness in a friendship..i’;m sure bout that

sitting in the lrt on my way to chemistry tuition today, i think a lot bout all the life stuff..my parents kept telling me ,relationships in school life will never last forever..how true is that ?? there are just so many different point of views from different walk of life…then when there are too many choices , how do u choose and make sure that the choice that u made is right when u can’t see how the future is ?

i do see * but i just pretend i don’t…i do dislike * but i just pretend i like..so does that make me a good pretender ?

why good ppl always end up in bad way

today, it’s the most shocking and sad day,one of my friend got beaten up from a gang of 10 students from other school for no other reasons…why?? why him,i mean he does no harm to anyone,why tat gang of students pick him as their victim ?? and now he’s lying in the hospital…i feel so sorry for him…wish this had never happen to him cause he’s indeed a very good guy..it was a shocking news when i heard from his class teacher tat he’s hospitalized for being beaten up…why this world is so unfair??? i wish GOD knows what to do with that gang of students and make sure tat they pay for what they ‘ve done …and that SERVES THEM RIGHT…summore there’s no one helping him even though it’s a bus stop full of so called malaysian citizen…Malaysian ppl super stingy n selfish,they dun even wanna help my poor friend or go to the nearest police station which is a stone throw away to seek for help…they just left him there lying on the floor with blood …Hope you get well soon….

the Most "Funny" thing ever happen in my life

Life is so d*mn funny…i know my mid-year ezam is just next week n i’m sitting in front of my computer and bloggin….WHAT AM I THINKIN!!!! and someone who actually say she’s not a * turn out she is one of *…(sorry la i really can’t tell wat’s that)..a few days ago when i was chatting with my friend, she told me how her friends actually dun like her..she got to know from other friends which happen not from her gang, she dunno whether she wants to trust this friend a not that her gang actually dislike her..the world is full of good fakers..they just fake anything,smile and everything to survive in this society,if u dun fake u r abnormal…so i just advice her to pretend like nothin had ever happen,and so she ask " then i’ll be like them one of the faker?" it’s REALITY…then sometimes i wander whether when someone tell me that they hate being like this and like tat but from my point of view they actually are like as wat they say they dislike being..something in me just ask me to shout out, tell and say wat’s really in my heart and mind, just tell the truth and no more secrets or thinkings or so wateva cause keepin them in me and just can’t share or burst out everything is so torturing..i really wanna just spit everything out but there’s still some part of me scare of wat will ppl think of me when i tell them..i kept tellin myself not to care bout wat other ppl say or think bout me but i’m still scare of it ..

i’ve been asked " jenny why u r always happy and problems-free? i dun seem to see any day that u’re down or sad ?" till this day i dun always bring my emotions to school or in front of my family cause i dun want to be pity or sympathized by them..but is this good or bad ? to me all i need is just a hug, a long 1..so i really thank my friend who always hug me..i know i dun wanna tell her wat’s in me , what’s happening to me and i also dun wanna to burden her with my problems so all i need is a hug..thanks my dear friend and u know who u r..UR hug will be my strength to overcome my problems..

ever feel like talking to someone but they actually not listenin to wat u say at all..that’s y i think i am an idiot talking alone when * not listening..i got lots of experiences in this kind of situation..for exp *can chat with u like u both are best of the best friends ever and now just because u r little not popular than other ppl suddenly * can stop talking to u and now wat u ask or tell * ,i dunno whether * pretend not to hear it or just dun care bout it…………………………time can really change alot of things , it might be from good to bad or even bad to good…