the MASK

ok..i 50% like today and another 50% i hate today..firstly of course today i watched night at the museum n it’s hilarious n funny n better than the curse of the golden flower..summore today i went in to the premium class n i tell u it’s totally different n it’s more comfortable cause we spent money on it but it’s not a regret for me as i can avoid myself from being seen by certain ppl ………… my friends dun ever ever be easily fall into sumone’s good n wateva it is those kinda looks that will make u believe that they are good friends or wateva it is..i know it’s good to hav friends hanging around with u but please please make sure 100% confirm that he or she really really wanna be your friend cause they might just wanna make use or make fun of u…using u as wat we chinese say water fish..dun ever be that kind of species in ur life..i know it’s hard to be mean to ur friends or be cool n dun be so close to them as those whose closest to u will hurt u more than anyone else cause they know u more than anybody else..wear lots n lots n lots of super super super "glasses" before u actually called that person ur friend..it’s not that i wanna be mean or anyting

cause it’s either they hurt u or u’ll get hurt by them sumday …just imagine my parents always tell me that friends can be enemies or even worst than enemies..dun ever trust ur friend..be cautious ..n today i finally realise that their words are so true…imagine our parents use almost half of their life to discover n see lots of humans..but sometimes they are still got cheated by others n we only live in this world for like 10 years n u;ll think that we’ll survive the world out there…from now on i learnt my lesson, i’ll be cautious n i dunn wanna easily befriend sumone that i know for not more than 6 months

to that sumone i wanna say farewell to these friendship..from now on i’ll put on my shield, i know ur mask is so powerful that it got me on believing u that u r an angel so now…i promise i’ll tear of ur mask..

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today has been a really n extremely boring day..wake up, had breakfast then just watch tv,sleep then it’s dinner..din go anywhere today..it’s been really funny to watch the tvb drama war of in laws in ASTRO.but wat’s even funnier is there’s one in my family..my mum n my grandmother..when i think bout both of their actions is just a simple n very small matter where they can make it a very big one..wat to do i torn between two just have to learn to keep my mouth shut!!

today i only discover that wang lee hom’s can u feel my world is sooo nice..why today only i discover ?? it’s a very meaningful song..sumtimes i wander how in the world we know wat sumone’s mind is thinking.how we know it?? i know it takes a lot of time to get to know that person n we’ll find a key to unlock that particular person’s mind..but to my point of view when we spent more time to understand them when we finally understand them sumtimes it may backfires us..we discover ok la sum when we got to know sumone we can find the good side of them but what if we find out their very bad attitude n behaviour , the devil of them ? wat u gonna do with it..if u tell the sumone to change or tell that u discover sumting bad bout them..u wanna continue this friendship but in the same time sumthing in u tellin u that u dun wanna have this kind of friendship that makes u suffer..wat can i do than pretend like nothing had happen..

when i finally see the bad side the devil side i’ll try to avoid them but without makin them aware bout my actions n that is suffering ..feels very exhausted n tired doin these kind of stupid things..i just wanna lead a happy n simple life dun wanna make any complicated stuff here..many many many unexpected things happenin around me particularly this year..i guess this is the best year i ever had..all the sweet, sour, bitter memories i had all i got it this year i mean not only memories summore those special kind of feelings,..OMG wat should i do with it ? just pretend nothing happen..

sumthing very special i learn today is when we look on sumthing dun just look on one side try ur best to see from a different side and perspectives..and when we are lonely in the dark n wanted to give up finding the way out of those miserables n problems , dun ever try to give up cause when u r in the dark u can see the stars that’s the time we can see the bright stars..meaning from one bad situation always look on the bright side there’s still at least hope..dun ever try to give up so easily AND keep holdin on..when you are down..find ur friends, have sum therapy times with them..share out ur problems..that’s wat friends are for rite..(dun really count on this "that’s wat friends are for"), have ur own thinking n put some thoughts n a little time on it n u’ll find out ..i guess i watch too much tv dramas…i think i ‘m learning aspects n life lessons n values from the tv show..i just gotta say i learn it from ONE TREE HILL..that’s all for today.thanks .

my blog

at first i really dunno why everyone wants a blog…it’s like we r letting ppl know wat we are doin everyday..but when i think deeply its actually a good way for our friends to get to know us more n more..so now here i have my very own blog now..i dun think i’ll post a new one everyday so it depends on my mood..to all my friends thanks for viewing..