Sunday, December 10, 2006

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today has been a really n extremely boring day..wake up, had breakfast then just watch tv,sleep then it’s dinner..din go anywhere today..it’s been really funny to watch the tvb drama war of in laws in ASTRO.but wat’s even funnier is there’s one in my family..my mum n my grandmother..when i think bout both of their actions is just a simple n very small matter where they can make it a very big one..wat to do i torn between two just have to learn to keep my mouth shut!!

today i only discover that wang lee hom’s can u feel my world is sooo nice..why today only i discover ?? it’s a very meaningful song..sumtimes i wander how in the world we know wat sumone’s mind is thinking.how we know it?? i know it takes a lot of time to get to know that person n we’ll find a key to unlock that particular person’s mind..but to my point of view when we spent more time to understand them when we finally understand them sumtimes it may backfires us..we discover ok la sum when we got to know sumone we can find the good side of them but what if we find out their very bad attitude n behaviour , the devil of them ? wat u gonna do with it..if u tell the sumone to change or tell that u discover sumting bad bout them..u wanna continue this friendship but in the same time sumthing in u tellin u that u dun wanna have this kind of friendship that makes u suffer..wat can i do than pretend like nothing had happen..

when i finally see the bad side the devil side i’ll try to avoid them but without makin them aware bout my actions n that is suffering ..feels very exhausted n tired doin these kind of stupid things..i just wanna lead a happy n simple life dun wanna make any complicated stuff here..many many many unexpected things happenin around me particularly this year..i guess this is the best year i ever had..all the sweet, sour, bitter memories i had all i got it this year i mean not only memories summore those special kind of feelings,..OMG wat should i do with it ? just pretend nothing happen..

sumthing very special i learn today is when we look on sumthing dun just look on one side try ur best to see from a different side and perspectives..and when we are lonely in the dark n wanted to give up finding the way out of those miserables n problems , dun ever try to give up cause when u r in the dark u can see the stars that’s the time we can see the bright stars..meaning from one bad situation always look on the bright side there’s still at least hope..dun ever try to give up so easily AND keep holdin on..when you are down..find ur friends, have sum therapy times with them..share out ur problems..that’s wat friends are for rite..(dun really count on this "that’s wat friends are for"), have ur own thinking n put some thoughts n a little time on it n u’ll find out ..i guess i watch too much tv dramas…i think i ‘m learning aspects n life lessons n values from the tv show..i just gotta say i learn it from ONE TREE HILL..that’s all for today.thanks .

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