For the first time....

There are many first times______happening this month of November 2009.

1. The first time that i could not finish a exam (MKT201-consumer behavior) especially finals. It requires us to do a case study and 3 essays from the 6 essay questions in 3 hours time and the lecturer marks according how many pages you've wrote, for one full page you only get 4-5 marks. I only manage to finish the case study (40%) and 1 and 1/2 essay (which is 20% if i got full marks). I can't even imagine whether can i pass this final paper. I hope to pass it, cause don't wanna repeat it !!! case study at least I'll get 30 marks or more and the essay that i did i hope for i'll get 20 marks...just cukup makan to pass the exam and i'm super blessed for it.

2. The first time I'm presenting in Psychology Research Colloquium. Yes it will be the first time me and my group are presenting on our experiment/research on the effects of music on memory..yup i know it's a kinda-boring-everyone-also-kinda-do-memory-experiment feel, but it's an experience for me. It's like showing everyone what we've found, all the hard work that we've put in the last 2 months will be paid off....especially during our mock presentation (though i got only 1.8 out of 4 %), it was the first time Miss Winnee said to us "I like the fact you guys are well prepared but you guys are just too long-winded" (Cheong, 2009). It's ok miss winnee i know you are pro in memory experiment and u've listened to 7 previous mock presentation and probably you find our experiment has no creativity and seems boring to you, but the moment you praise on our well preparedness, i totally change my perception about you! It is also the first time that i don't feel so scared/nervous/anxious talking to you.

3. The first time I change my preception towards Miss Winnee and the first time I realized that Miss Winnee could be such a nice and understanding person. The first time I experience how miss winnee could control the whole class of 200+ students, and it is the only lecture that every student in the class pays attention to the lecturer lecturing- that is miss winnee's class le. All this while, I was taught that if you can't change the world, therefore you should change instead of making the world to change. But i really admire and salute Miss Winnee, she doesn't change her way. Instead, she makes the world change according to how she does/works on her stuff. *SALUTE* She came into class ytdy (friday) and extended our assignment due date. Not only that, she also allows us to leave 20 minutes early.

4. The first time I have chest pain..it's as though like those in panic attack disorder. I feel it is so difficult to breathe, can't really talk and focus or pay attention or concentrate. I would say 2 chest pain in a row of a week. I hope i'm not panicking and there's other reasons for it (PMS).

5. The first time that I am so out-dated about the world and everything. I seriously don't know what is going around the world. It is because I am so BUSY WITH MY ASSIGNMENTS. (i know it is an excuse le)

That's all I guess ! Well there are only 5 first times, not as much as i've said. But these 5 first times cause a major change in my life.