have your heart ever been hurt so deeply by you that you feel so sad and depressed???? crying and crying till you can’t even hold your tears back and stop crying
well that happened to me today, my heart ache so much that i can’t stop crying bout it.. i try to hole my tears back,control my emotions till i reach home from school…i quickly run to the toilet and start crying and sobbing.. the worst part is i have to do it quietly so that my family doesn’t know that i’m crying..i tried to stop crying but just can’t cause it’s just heart breaking…i really feel like and IDIOT..
i’ve decided to tell cheng yee tomolo that if she ever see me cry suddenly in school, i don’t want her to ask me why and wat happen..all i want is just a hug and tell me that everything is going to be fine and ok..i always watch those fairytales & movies that have a happy ending, hoping one day i’ll have my own happy ending but i guess i haven’t even found the right story yet.
i guess july is the month i don’t feel really really really happy…it’s just the beginning of the month and many things had ady happen..plus tomorrow’s the day i lost my memory..the past and everything tat had been happening wil be gone forever..it;s time to start a brand new life..so i hope i’ll be strong to face the world..i hope so ande ( Today is THE DAY )
-katharine mcphee-over it-
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